Woke up in the middle of the night gagging. How long will this go on? I am like a smoker that started at 16. How close to death will I need to go ’till I change my unhealthy ways? Will I be like a smoker that still smokes, even when half my lungs are removed? I got the tools, the wisdom, I got to turn around my life. How low do I have to go? I truly pray I can turn around before “no return”
Breaking these habits has to be my top priority. I am angry with me.